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I saw this on Muze's page and thought I'd try it.

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people:

-Does ignoring me make you feel big? Well, you're not. You're an idiot for not recognizing what you have in me.

-You are so rude. You're supposed to acknowledge people when they say "Good morning". How dare you look at me and and say nothing! PWT

-You are so annoying. I become tense when I see your name or hear your voice. Please just leave me alone.

-Why did I wait for years and you're not even around? It is really hard for me. That's why it hurts so much when you push me away.

-You're stupid for putting all your business online. I know your mama taught you better than that. Stop being silly!

-She's crazy. I really feel sorry for you.

-I miss you. I hope things are working out for you.

-You are special. You are Heaven-sent. You are handsome. You are intelligent. You are creative. You are loved.

-Sometimes I wonder why we are friends.

-I'm really proud of you. You are doing a great job. I was skeptical at first, but you're proving me wrong.

9 things about yourself:

-I'm trying to be more open. I think it's working, but it might be too early to tell.

-I love who God made me. I'm not conceited, just confident. I am actually annoyed by people with low self-esteems.

-I'm an exhibitionist.

-I don't like stupid people.

-I had "daddy issues", but not anymore.

-type INTP

-I love New York!

-I'm learning how to flattwsit and cornrow my hair. I'm looking forward to all my creative new styles. :)

-I want to be a wife and mother while I am still young. Being a parent is a huge responsibility. If the kids turn out wrong, the parents get all the blame.

8 ways to win your heart:

-listen to me even when I don't say anything (sometimes that says a lot)

-feed me good food (preferably homemade)

-read, read, read (appeal to my inner nerd)

-sleep with me without molesting me

-encourage my sillyness (appeal to my inner child)

-give great massages

-hold me in your big arms...mmmm

-personalize something for me (a song, poem, CD, t-shirt, card, etc...just be creative)

7 things that cross your mind often:

-Is this real? Am I dreaming?

-I'm hungry. What am I going to eat?

-When is it going to happen?

-I miss my boys.

-Why am I here when I could be somewhere else?

-I need to get away.

-Who are these idiots in my space?

6 things you do before you go to sleep:

-check my email

-wash my face

-take out my contacts

-talk to my man

-turn off the lights/make sure everything is locked

-say my prayers

5 people you couldn't live without:

-my mother

-adoring fans

-friends who listen

-mentors/teachers

-children who keep me young

4 things you're wearing right now:
-glasses

-t-shirt

-underwear

-headscarf

3 songs that fit your life perfectly:

...at least for now

-I Choose (India Arie)

-I'm Living a Blessed Life (Clark Sisters)

-The Point of It All (Anthony Hamilton)

2 things you want to do before you die:

-live to see my children's grandchildren live happy and healthy lives

-go to Australia, Brazil, Nigeria, Argentina, South Africa, Egypt, and other countries

1 confession:

I feared rejection from others, but now realize that their rejection was no match for acceptance of myself.

Bonus: I want to be on Sesame Street.